in my last post i said that the cravings to have to stick was back with a vengeance right? hooo-boy.. its just gone downhill since then.

however, there is an upside to all this. everyone who has ever tried quitin smoking will testify that seeing someone else light up while "abstaining" is one of the hardest things to do - being able to see them enjoy it, being able to smell it .. touch it even (okay, i'm getting a lil carried away here) what i'm trying to say is that i'm pretty okay with everyone smoking around me (and i just realised it really is EVERYONE!!)

ah well, i'm still sticking to my 1 stick a day plan .. everything seems to be going fine. i wonder when will this cravings start to go away? will it ever? hmm.. maybe i should go check out some resources on the net on whether it ever will. or am i stuck suffering like this for all of eternity? *sigh* will keep u posted .. =(