american stoner

just caught american idol on star awhile ago and its jus the same as always, a bunch of talented but almost always not so good looking ppl signing their hearts out. yada yada yada.. there's already 3 "idols" out there, i think there's more than enough to go by so lets just stop it already.

well, thats not exactly the point of this post. i was just wondering.. am i the only person who realises that paula abdul looks drug-f*cked all the time? i mean not only her eyes are practically half open, she's talking rubbish most of the time (not like she doesnt when she was sober-er before), and when she stands up to clap at the end of the show, i always notice that she can hardly stand up straight. whats up with that..? is she really such a has-been that she's cut out to be?

sigh, i guess falling fm grace.. then thinking that finally u're actually getting that break to regain that pas glory, only to be broken by the realisation that no matter what u do, u're still yesterdays news is more than enough to break anyone. look on the bright side, at least she's ONLY drug-f*cked.. haha. =P